Wednesday, November 30, 2011

090

attaining pansophy
in certain lights, they'll pick at what they can see
but the sun never sets on the sunset channel
when violins are paper thin
and mouths pursed just so
to let the smoke get in
when the day shuts down and the night spreads open
a serry of penny pinchers
make the girls feel pretty
and then like dirt
just like their shirt teeth
that when you saw them at first
in certain lights
looked gleaming white
and then in some others
reveal to show, their true colours
spots of tar and
red wine stained
but on the sunset channel
it never rains
the sun never sets on the sunset channel
the sun's never warm on the sunset channel
red velvet drapes and red velvet waffles
that ought to make a cold bitch feel something  warm
i feel fine/nothing



Monday, November 28, 2011

089

boredom
breeds
frustration
breeds
anarchy
breeds
excitement
breeds
revolution
breeds
renaissance
breeds
stability
breeds
routine
breeds
boredom
breeds frustration
breeds anarchy
breeds excitement
breeds revolution
breeds renaissance
breeds stability
breeds routine
breeds boredom
breeds
frustration
breeds
anarchy
breeds
excitement
breeds
revolution
breeds
renaissance
breeds
stability
breeds
routine
breeds
boredom
breeds




!!!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

088

there is something so,
mysterious
smokey
manly
lovely
addictive
poignant
musky
dangerous
rich
about clear brown liquids
don't you agree?



087

i am an artist writer designer person and I need love reognition money just like everyone else.


you know that thing about creative trades,
it's like,
oh why don't you start out small,
like a photographer
you start out at weddings..
or like, you intern for some big magazine or fashion house.. but..
why don't you start out getting coffees for everyone
hmm?? be a good team player and get the cars washed...?
we'll maybe should reconsider not starting as those things
and start like, a bit bigger
and build it up from there
but be prepared to fall ]-[/\R|)
because unless you're some prodigy, you will probably suck
but that's ok.
it's expected. SUCK! learn something. be bad at something and see how you can be good. 
at least you're sucking and learning
and not sucking..well...you know.
there's a fine line between doing what it takes and doing whatever it takes.
there is still something to be said for integrity
if you cared about that.
but...
just don't go in there serving coffees.
not that there's anything wrong with that..
but you only have so much time so,
you should try and aim a little higher..
even if its not ideal or comfortable for a while.
it's gonna take time..
oh but don't just go start some website and expect people to read it.
because they probably won't
well they might.
but probably not.
and you've got to work with people 
love them! 
you are only as good as your ideas. but you could be so much better with someone elses.
but never share your secrets. especially about where you get really cool shit from. that between you and your Sunday morning hangover .

so not to deter from the initial thought, if you want to be a photographer, i mean a reeeeal photographer, or whatever it is...a reeeeeeal something..take some risks and move somewhere that that will happen. probably New York or something where there is resources and people for that.

but do keep in mind, the average actors salary in America is $600 a year.

086

I wanted to say,
i WANTED TO SAY
something nice
today
about a man
named JFK
jr.



there he is, reading a newspaper
and there he isn't being read in a newspaper
it's kind of like,
there you are, doing something ordinary
and then you're not
i think JFK would have wanted us to read more
and dress like his wife, Jackie o,
shades = good. hair = never.

well i meant to say something nice.
maybe tomorrow,
RIP JFK
jr.

Monday, November 21, 2011

085

when you don't have much to push out of your brain,
but you need to get the 'job' done
what should you do?
should you force it out?
push the ideas?
no. because then you are over thinking.
and then you will make your brain think stupid thoughts.
it will do this on purpose to mock you.
do not force the brain.
like you should not force the poop.
be cool. cool brain. cool poop.
all win win win.

084

it was one of those nights,
it was one of those nights where
you could only appreciate where you were
when you'd thought about where you'd been
probably somewhere in that fuzzy morning after,



Wednesday, November 16, 2011

083

Sometimes I do drugs
Sometimes I live vicariously through others' experiences:

"we both ate
acid
she threw up
in the front seat
next to me
cause she ate something
bad
i wanted to help her
but she was a
robotic dinosaur
she was bent over
cause she was getting sick
and her back was full of
spikes
i wanted to help her
but she was spiky
how could I help a spiky robotic dinosaur?!
now that I think about it, I
feel kind of
bad
have you ever tried 'shrooms?
No. I'm allergic to mushrooms.."